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I Think I Got Too Many Memories Getting In The Way Of Me

Who: Anyone willing to deal with an armed, violent-prone child having a tantrum
What: Chara's horrible, no good, very bad day. Someone's getting stabbed! Potentially multiple people! Someone's getting punched in the face! Potentially multiple people!
When: 11th to the 13th of April
Where: everywhere
Warnings: violence, stabbings, generally please don't tag into this if you're not into your character being physically or verbally attacked f-ff

11th - Even At The Best Of Times I'm Out Of My Mind | Islet One

They aren't the type of child who seeks out others, when something happens. Something awful, something utterly out of their control. They do not want to talk about it. They will not cry, nor sulk. There will be very few, if history has proven anything, who will even realize they have been slighted in some way at all.

And then there are those who are on island one when Chara walks up to that now empty abode. And perhaps, they will also not realize that anything is out of the norm-- but they'll certainly take stock of the suddenly flaming knife in their hand, the very same one that embeds itself in the cottage with four, additional rooms added to it, the one with no owner.

The knife, still on fire, remains embedded in now smoking wood. Calmly, Chara takes out a second knife.

And up in flames that one goes, as well.

11-13th - You Only Get What You Grieve | E4

According to some, setting houses on fire is not a healthy outlet for stress.

Which, realistically, is probably fair. The solution to this problem is not to stab inanimate objects, no sir. So how about some animate ones, instead?

The fact that the centipuppies are kind of cute doesn't mitigate the issues they cause- a pack of the creatures could go after a singular target with ease. A cute nuisance. A potentially dangerous nuisance. There would likely be one or two people not too keen on the burning carcasses they've left strewn about the place, but centipuppies aren't docile. They're not a rare creature upon Enso, either; ridding the beach of a single pack isn't problematic at all.

Not even slightly.

If anything, the ordeal becomings something of a mind numbing task, child walking up and down the stretch of the beach, watching out for stragglers. For the next two days, it's all they're going to do. Walk. Wait. And when the situation calls for it

Lash out.

13th, closed to Frisk, Lup, and Tim - Are You Smelling That Shit? | Islet 3
[Their flowers are wilted.

Three days without attention, and Chara should have expected this, really. It's not as if the plants themselves are going to die; they're sturdy enough to take a bit of thirst, a slight amount of burn at the edges of their petals from a harsh sun. The majority of them will love; there are even more shoots to grow, ready to take the place of those that won't.

But there are those that won't.

Frowning critically, Chara considers- the various things they could and should be doing, at this point. Carefully pruning the leaves and picking off the wilted buds, mixing the earth with some more most soil. Watering them all. It's a sizeable enough patch now that it should take a few hours for just the one person- plenty enough to keep them moving until they're tired, ready to find... perhaps ready to collapse into their hammock, after a few days of sleeping outside.

And yet, they don't move just yet. There's so much to do here- and moreso, if they would pay attention to anything else. They haven't been looking for food, the past few days. Haven't been collecting resources to trade with Lup and Taako. Haven't been to the new island past a brief, cursory look; the familiar, tell-tale itch of curiosity absent. Haven't spoken to Frisk or Tim since he-- since this started. There is a great deal to do.

They don't move just yet.]

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No.

[It comes evenly, with the same flat caution that served them in the Underground. Yes. No. OK. Nothing of substance. Because Frisk never had much to say, did they? When they sense something wrong, a tense feeling that raises the hairs on the back of their own neck for entirely different reasons, they never have much to say.]

[Not even to -- especially not to -- their Partner.]

[The difference is that they can ask a question back.]

Do you?

Do I? [Their tone borders on incredulous, breaking into a wide smile as their fingers press down on dry soil. It caves easily- something that feels horribly familiar, like leaving a swathe of dust in their path.]

Well, Partner, since it's you asking- I do. A few things, actually. Would you like the list? [A hypothetical question- no pause for an answer to fill.] I have been thinking that I would like to RESET.

Yes. I would like to RESET, back to August. I would like to keep my deal with Ozuma, to die as per my request, once I had assisted in taking back the castle. That would be first, I believe. Keeping a deal with someone who doesn't change their mind, when it stops going their way.

Almost too good to be true, don't you think?

[That hurts.]

[It deserves to, they guess. It deserves to be that cold feeling dropping and icing over the bottom of their stomach, until it feels like there's nothing inside them at all. Like a knife, pointed their way for the first time. Not claws and magic and fire and bones, but a knife.]

[It cuts them. Their mouth thins, but they don't blink, because Frisk knows well that in the end, they're the one who put the knife there; slid it up between their own ribs to the butterfly spine as they smiled into a fire. Put a heart-shaped hilt in their Partner's hand and instructed them to do the same.]

[So it's twisting now. It probably should have twisted weeks earlier. Chara is too kind to them.]

[Not so much now, when Partner is burnt and clouded their mouth like burnt-cinnamon ashes; a molten-hot glow glistening beneath a blanket of fog. Frisk is silent, still, wondering what they should do when Chara has dropped the shoe. What they're allowed to do. Because they never have much to say, but that's always been mostly because no one has ever decided much to listen.]

[But Chara asks them a question. Asks them to speak. And something horifically ugly twists in Frisk, sudden and unwanted, wondering not for the first time why and when they became responsible for everyone's happiness, and their eyes slit open into rusty discs.]

I think...

[Maybe, they think, they might as well try dealing with a consequence for something they said.]

I think that sounds like a nice wish.

[You know how they feel about those, Partner.]

[They're aware how Frisk feels about wishes.

It's almost the same way they feel, about people who avoid consequences. Who refuse to take responsibility for their actions, running away emotionally, consciously. About hypocrites. About siblings who turn their back on you, who abandon plans when they've already been acted upon. Truly, Chara had hoped- had thought Frisk was different.

Looks like that was just. Wishful thinking.

Laughter is probably one of the least appropriate responses to give, but when have they ever responded appropriately. They laugh, getting to their feet and dusting off their palms, looking at Frisk with the sort of smile that is sharp at the edges-- but it's crumbling. Like dust.

For all the time they've been here, the two of them had adopted a new moniker for one another- siblings. It was Frisk Chara stood beside, as Asriel came and went, as Sans left, as Asriel came again, left, again. So they're not siblings.

They're more than that.

They've always been more than that.]

I did everything you could have possibly wanted me to do. [They say, and the smile continues crumbling.] I made sure you were safe. I gave up my name. I kept you fed. Sheltered. I kept people away from you.

I gave up my End for yours. I followed you to the utmost.

[Because they had decided Frisk was more important than all of it.
And they'd thought that Frisk felt the same.
Chara's smile is entirely gone by the time they walk towards their- towards Frisk. Despite that, they keep looking. Keep searching their face for just the tiniest fraction of regret. Of sadness. Any indication that Frisk is sorry, that they feel anything beyond the brick wall they're getting- the same, closed off look Frisk would give anyone, like they're nothing.

So maybe Frisk deserves this. They deserve the lack of warning. Deserve their teeth sharply clicking together, as Chara's fist smacks into their jaw. You know what, Partner?]

Fuck you.

[Go wish on that.]

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[It's hilarious. They can't stop laughing. It's so funny --]

[-- how slow humans are.]

[The smile, the laughter, it snaps from Chara's face like a firelight; and maybe it's just there, that connection in their terrible SOULs, maybe it's always there now and they're both just too numb to it to feel it, to register it, to take anything else from it, because the smile leaps from their Partner and etches its cold curve into Frisk's face.]

[Their Partner, who followed them to the utmost. Every mile through the dust, stepping in their bootprints. Following them, following them, like they ever knew where they were going, like they asked to be followed. Like they fell down a mountain, and felt something red and violent shatter in a bed pollen, and then something else, something bathed in gold, bind them back together.]

[Something that whispered into their SOUL as they walked the Underground. Knows what's best for you. Twilight is shining through the barrier. You're filled with Determination.]

[Can't dodge forever. Keep attacking.]

[Ha ha. In the end, they know that this is what Chara is mad about. Not letting them die.]

[What a hypocrite.]

[But it's fair. Unlike a certain someone, someone who was there and left, who said he loved them and then disappeared, like everyone who says they're there for Frisk and then want to leave -- Frisk plays a fair game.]

[They bark out a bite of laughter just as Chara's fist flies towards them, and go down like a sack of bricks.]

[They lie there supine, laughter bubbling through their teeth. A hand combs up through their bangs, covering their eye.]

Everything... I wanted you to do?

[Their laughter breaks in their voice; shudders into a breath that doesn't reach their ribs. Then, their other hand lifts, knotting up in their hair and digging its heel into their eyes. And they scream.]

[Frisk screams, launching to their feet and lunging for their Partner in a savage, mindless tackle.]

You never asked what I wanted! No one ever asks!

[Two children go down like a sack of bricks on a dried up flowerbed. Frisk screams, then Chara does- equally as savage, as angry, as hurt. They both go rolling, neither willing to allow themself to be pinned-- and all the while, Chara lets their fists fly. Pinching, shoving, punching. Wailing on the body that's just as keen to wail on them back.]

I never asked?! [A screech, cut short as someone's fist (could be Frisk's, but it could have easily of been their own, fight hurried and dirty and completely out of control) smacks into their eye.]

Have you ever thought about a world where everything is the same, Chara, except you don't exist?

You have to make me a promise, Chara!

Our LOVE ends together, Chara!

YOU LIED TO ME. I LOST EVERYTHING FOR YOU.

You were going to l͉͖̹e͚̳̭͍̩a̢v̸̻̱͎͙͔͙e̗̤͙̗̯̦̙ ͙̜͖me̡̪͈̟̠ͅ --

[Their voice is wobbling, streaked and sharp, rising and falling in its own color and volume as if some part of Frisk is trying to quiet down while the rest of them is just this, focused on this, wringing their hand up in their Partner's shirt and driving their fist as hard as they can into Chara's ribs, their face, their shoulder, anything they can reach. This isn't how it goes, the sharp and blunt pain pummeling against their own body, but the rest of it is familiar.]

[It's easy. They remember how to do it, without the knife; the glove, a bandana pushing back the snow brushed on their bangs, how brave they feel with dust running down their fingers. It's easy. It's so damn easy.]

Like everyone else. You're the liar. You promised, but you never wanted to stay! You were going to leave! I didn't want you to leave!

You were ALREAD̢̞̫͉̩Y̦̫̠͍͢ ̘͇͙̯̗̩̻DEA̩͕̻̬ͅD͓̭͇̜̜̺͘ͅ--

[You HYPOCRITE. You COWARD They wheeze, curling in as Frisk's fist drives into their stomach- only to grasp at their Partner's hair, always done up in a pretty ponytail. So easy to pull on.]

You left me first! You DIED and I had NOTHING. [It all feels wrong, but who are they to stop it? Who are they, to stop themself from yanking Frisk's head back, from kneeing them in the stomach, from trying to win.]

You can't possibly understand how that feels.

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[He was inside when the shouting started. That, in and of itself, isn't a strange thing. Some part of him was braced for the breaking of waves over his shoulders, or theirs, because everything had been swelling a certain, unavoidable point. Two kids who learned to keep quiet, one by locking everything down into a forced rigidity and the other because too many words nestled on the tip of their tongue with no neat way to tie them all together into something they could articulate, even and especially around one another.]

[He heard the shouts fizzling into the sunlit air as the stitch in his side faded, Asriel howling his outrage while Chara's red-laced tone whipcracked in his wake. He heard them, and he kept walking, because that was what was required of him - and because when things quieted, both children were alive and unhurt. They hadn't escalated to the point of physical violence, despite however much both were capable of it.]

[They were always capable of it.]

[The slap of flesh on flesh, and the scuffling in the dirt is all but swallowed in the static-roar of crimson washing out from two pairs of bared teeth, two pairs of parted lips. What greets him outside, in the garden, is worse than what he'd initially imagined. It's not the ritualistic, polite, your-turn-my-turn manner of exchange that monsters apparently favor. It's fingers digging into hair, nails clawing across faces, knuckles being driven into stomachs.]

[It's the way kids would fight, if they were allowed to be kids.]

[It's a dangerous weapon that he has at his disposal, and it always spools something heavy and molten inside him, when he uses it - when he sucks in his breath and barks out a loud, adult snap of sound:]

Hey!

[They're not going to spring apart of their own accord.]

[Hates how quickly he comes to that conclusion. Bulls forward anyway, one arm looping around Frisk's middle, the other bracing against Chara's shoulder in what he already knows is a doomed attempt to separate them.]

Cut it - out.

[It doesn't really take elven hearing, to pick up on the crackling shouts ringing across half the islet. Voices screaming red, something that pierces more than just Lup's eardrums, goes straight for her heart, like lightning. And like lightning she races forward to the source, more instinct than anything, something's fucking wrong and she's gonna stop it.]

[Tim's bellowed commands aren't really helping here, neither with the worry hammering in her ears nor with the-- fucking toddler Fight Club happening, apparently. Holy shit? It's not like Lup hasn't seen kids getting real rowdy before, she's been the one wailing on her brother for some stupid offense that was forgotten the moment somebody tried to actually get between them.]

[But this isn't that. That much is clear by the fury in the blows and the fucking grown ass adult struggling to separate them. She doesn't know what's going on but she knows these are kids who simply can't stop. She knows how close they are, impossibly so.]

[And the ones closest to you always know how to hit you where it hurts most.]

[She's not gonna let it get any uglier than it already has, for them. Without a moment to spare for feeling sorry, she joins the fray and wraps her arms around Chara, pulling back against the tiny flailing fury in her embrace. Boy, she's gonna net a few hits for sure.]

What the fuck! Please just-- Listen-- Chara, stop!

Shut up! Stay out of this!

[Frisk shrieks to their the unwelcome guests the top of their lungs, their voice showing its prepubescent fragility as it cracks at the edges; Chara yanks at their bun, spilling dusty, sand-tousled hair over their face. The knee to their gut hurts, but it's when another pair of arms circle tight around their aching middle that they stop as if flash-frozen. Their fingers turn bone-white and dig even harder into Chara's shirt. A soft, surprised sound leaps out of them, and when the man's strong arms start tugging them his way --]

[-- they don't let go. They don't want to --]

[Don't make them --]

I hate you.

[Their panic wrings it out of them, but they don't know who they're saying it to. Their Partner, but that doesn't seem right, when someone is pulling at them and their hands are deadlocked into the only person they have left, when they're hissing at the ground with their teeth bared, their sweaty bangs thrown over their face. The adults, always getting in the way, always hurting them, always --]

[Themself.]

[Faintly, they register Tim's and Lup's voices still screeching over their own, and it's not safe, it's never safe, but they allow themself to let go of Chara, in the same motion wrenching at Tim's grip as though he burns them to the touch. They speak up again, slow and quiet and deliberately calm; whether anyone chooses to talk over them or not.]

Fine. Do whatever you want. Leave. Everyone does.

Don't you D a r e touch me. [Big, scary words from a child who's already being wrapped in strong arms. Through the tinny ringing in their ears (and a recognition from somewhere far deeper), they vaguely recognize Lup's voice, shouting to be heard over everything else. Frisk's shrieks, Chara's yells, Tim's barking. It all blurs into one, loud, angry boom that has Chara wheezing, freezing in the midst of clawing at Frisk's wrist solely because they know their Partner will hate that.

The fabric of their shirt goes taught; Frisk's grip versus the hold and pull of two adults, who may as well be strangers for all it matters right now. That momentary pause shatters into a furious howl as Chara begins to struggle, throwing one hand up and ignoring the sting as it collides with Lup, hard.

The other hand holds onto Frisk's wrist like a vice, steely DETERMINATION that refuses to come loose. Not of Frisk, not of this- everything else is gone and they don't know if they love them or they LOVE them but they don't-

Want to--]

I hate you.

[Let go.]

[Chara's grip slackens. Their hand slips off Frisk's wrist, even as the other child's hold remains strong. Staring right at them, for the briefest of moments, with a blank look of pure-- shock. It's possible Frisk doesn't see it. It's equally as possible Chara doesn't feel it, a numbness spreading from their chest in a cold wave-- overtaken by a wave of something else entirely.

That's when Chara starts to laugh. They laugh, and they laugh- they just-- can't stop. They laugh so hard, tears roll down their cheeks. They laugh, loud and high and hysterical, wrenching forward in Lup's grip as Frisk shuts down, like it's all fine. Do what you want Chara. Leave.

You didn't matter anyway.]

I did EVERYTHING FOR YOU. Everything! I gave you EVERYTHING, you self-centered little parasite-

[Perhaps it's for the best, that they're laughing too hard to continue speaking, kicking and struggling to free themself with every intention of finishing what they started.

Why not? Why the fuck not?

Not like they can make things worse.]

Stop it. Stop it, both of you.

[He snaps it out, whipcrack-snarling, knowing the sheer pointlessness in the act. He can't soak his words in red, but he can refuse to relinquish his hold, garroting his arms tight around Frisk's middle so even as they wrench in his grip, even as the suddenness of the motion jackknifes into the pit of his chest like something black and poisonous.]

[They're not the one he's worried about, right now. He darts a glance up to Lup, sharp and frantic. Doesn't say anything; doesn't need to.]

[Get them away from each other can be communicated through the grim horror in his expression alone.]

[She does find a moment here in all that mess, when she grabs Chara and they freeze in her arms like she fucking slapped them, to be sorry for having to be so rough with them. But hey, at least she immediately gets what she deserves in the form of their hand ramming into her jaw with careless anger, her teeth clacking together painfully. Holy shitbirds can they just--

And there it is. The thing she'd hoped to spare them, blood-red words cutting worse than any knife, that they can't take back and won't be able to mend easily. She winces in sympathy as Chara goes slack with shock-- and then again as a foot connects with her knee and it smarts like a motherfucker.

She doubles down on her hold, determined not to give them enough space to take any more swings, and wrenches them sideways to get her body between them and their target. As she does, she catches Tim's horrified glance with one of her own. Okay cool so she's not the only one who thinks this is totally fucked, great!]

Alright alright, we're just gonna-- we're gonna go take a nice long walk on the beach! How about that! [She announces loudly, voice booming over the din of Chara's unhinged laughter to drown out any other shit they're gonna regret later. It's awkward as hell, this half shuffling, half hauling them away, but finally there's some slowly increasing distance between the kids.] Time to go off on some fucking sand I guess! Bye!!

[It's too late. It's too late for anything, for the adults to come in and do something, except when they've both messed up and now they need to be punished. Handled. Be quiet. Stop it. Bye.]

[Tim compresses them against his chest so hard that it's hard for them to breathe, hard like the tacky pull of flower-sap, like bones caging them down with speared tips. Nothing hurts as badly as Chara's words. None of it is new, but all of it means more.]

[It's fine. It's okay. Whatever else, before he left, too, Sans did teach Frisk one thing --]

[They know when to QUIT.]

I know. [They say, breathless, toneless. They've stopped struggling against Tim, they're not looking at Lup; they stare down at the sand.] I think you should.

[They don't complain about it. They don't cry about it. Why should they? Turnabout is fair play.]

[It's been game over for a long time.]

[If it were just him - ]

[If it were just him, there'd be no way he'd get them apart. Lup more or less has to drag Chara away, and for once, he can be grateful, stupidly and selfishly grateful, that there's someone here to slam the fucking brakes on, someone that both the kids seem to like and trust well enough, present circumstances notwithstanding. Someone they seem to like willingly, and not out of convenience, not because it was yoked over their souls.]

[It's only once Lup has left with Chara in tow that Tim lets his grip go slack. Lets them go.]

[Breathes.]

I'm sorry. I'm... ["Sorry" doesn't cover it. "Sorry" doesn't alleviate what's been said between them, the feeling of fists tangled in hair and bruises against ribs.]

[He says it anyway, because not saying it would be incrementally worse.]

Hey. How bad is it?

[He's not sorry. They don't believe him. He's not sorry -̙͉-̺̻̠͖͝]

[Their Partner is gone, carried off; cleaved off from them like a limb, like an entire other half, and all it serves is to give Frisk someone else to swing at that -- that -- they can't, because --]

[They jerk away from him with a wordless whimper that pinches off in their throat. It's Tim, some part of them supplies, and it calms a part of them that wants to keep swinging -- instead they push violently away from him, not realizing he's already let them go, and grab their wrist, bringing it close to their chest.]

No.

[They struggle free with a flail of limbs, and he lets them. Thinks briefly of Chip, battering at him with tiny fists and scabbed knees, screaming for him to let them go before their brain caught up with their body and they lapsed into panicked sobs instead.]

[He sits back, maintaining distance.]

[They've earned that.]

Frisk. I just need to know if you're hurt. If you need someone to...if you're bleeding, anything like that.

No.

[They step back again, but there's a distance in their voice that hadn't been there before, like the negatory isn't exactly an answer to Tim's concern. Unclenching their bloodied fist, they extend it out in front of them, vaguely, staring at the space between them and Tim as though -- there might be something there. As though there might be something they can touch.]

[Their hand closes.]

[But nothing happened.]

[Frisk gives a sharp little intake of breath, and there's a burst of scattered light that brightens over their sweater, similar to a sparkplug spitting and dying. Finally they look to Tim again, and their gaze is steady; if blank.]

I need... I can LOAD. Just give me a minute.

You don't have to.

[Here's the thing.]

[He's spat on the equilibrium. He's upset the balance, just by interfering when he did. Can't just live and let live anymore; he cut into the middle of an argument that had nothing to do with him, and that's going to recontextualize everything he does from that point on. He can't just be the idle observer, the cover story, the fly on the wall.]

[He lost that right when he intervened.]

[So when he says: you don't have to, it comes with a painful awareness of the fact that this doesn't come from a neutral party any longer. It's no longer just a suggestion. It's interpretable as a threat, a demand, a protest, a worry - and therefore something that will affect the decision.]

[He's not sure which is worse: the fact that he's starting to understand how Jay must have once felt, or the fact that he grasped it far quickly than Jay himself ever did.]

What you two just...you can take it slow for once. If you need to.

I...

[It's more than their SOUL, pounding inside them like a feverish palpitation; they continue staring at Tim, and a line of faint confusion draws between their eyebrows. The disconnect of him being there. He's not warm, cinnamon-burnt fur or hard and unforgiving bone. He's not a scar-lined hand, small and similar, folded into theirs. The things they still remember, associate with --]

[That tone of voice.]

[Closer pieces lock in, the more recent memories of a dark and dusty room of some other world's ruin. Tim. The man from the Castle in the Mist, whose memories survived what nothing else about him did. His dark, haunted eyes, rings and shadows; an adult voice using words that were for a child. For them. Like almost nobody else ever had before.]

[You deserve someone in your corner.]

[Frisk looks at him, and feels the staunch line of their mouth crumple, and their eyes stinging, because...]

[That's where he is now, isn't it?]

[Frisk feels their chest heave, and drop their face into their hand.]

T... they hate me.

Oh, kid.

[There it is again: that jag in his guts, that curling up of an instinct he wasn't aware still existed, a festering den of live coals that's every hand he's never held and every hug he's never had and every pant leg he never got to cling to. That urge to offer what was never offered to him. They can be an implacable wall, an impossible and irrevocable fucking weight of red-hot iron and immovability, small and compact like a black hole.]

[But looking at them now, he wouldn't know it. They're so damn small, hunched there, defeated. Looking like the kid that they really are and always have been. Looking like the kid who's been told not to cry too much. If you're tough, you won't get hurt all the time.]

[He can't just reach out. He hasn't earned that, after what he did to pull them away. His hands open outward and then curl back in again, because he can't - ]

I think they're really...really hurt. And I think they were...told they shouldn't cry.

[Big kids don't cry, right? You have to be tough. People who hurt are always trying to teach others how not to. ]

So when you're not allowed to break, you try and break other things instead. You lash out. When you're that angry...

[...]

Sometimes you say things you don't mean.

I did mean it, [they say fiercely, the cracks and creaks in their voice making it as strong as the lie. Maybe it's obvious, from the simple fact that they don't realize he was talking about Chara. They turn away from him suddenly, their face flushing a dark red under their brownish skin, suddenly aware and ashamed of the hot tears boiling at the corners of their eyes. Their nose aches and drips, with blood or snot, they're not sure. It doesn't matter, because they're gross. They're wrong. Everything is so wrong.]

[Everything. It dawns on them with cold confusion, and their shoulders go rigid again: everything right now is wrong. Their next words are a question, high-pitched and uncertain.]

Why did you... stop us? Why did you take me away? We were - it was --

[It was their consequences, like always. It was Frisk's and Chara's burden to bear. To sort out, to judge, to jury and execute like always. This is... it's not normal. Nobody's ever stopped them like this before. Not even people who were supposed to. Not Asgore, not Toriel, not Sans. What the hell are they supposed to do with this? What do they do when someone actually stops them from doing something bad?]
[Stop them gently; not with bones; not with blood.]

Nobody is supposed to get in our way.

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when i said we should talk things out this isn't what i meant

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cw; implied child abuse

continuing the above cw 1/2

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