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January Event: Fade to Black

JANUARY EVENT: FADE TO BLACK
Who: Anyone and everyone!
What: Your true self comes to roost
When: January 21st - 23rd; January 25th - 28th
Where: All over!
Warnings: Dark subjects such as violence and self-destruction are likely to come to the forefront - please mark your content accordingly!
Down in that Darkness

This log is primarily for the Shadow and Light portions of the event, for ease and convenience. Your Shadow can be either the Persona-inspired sort - a "brutal, bitterly honest recreation of a character's worst flaws, darkest fears, and deepest secrets" - or the edgier, more laughable variant. The Lights, on the other hand, will do their utmost to convince their real selves of their best qualities, no matter how little they want to hear them.

Remember that the Shadows will be present from January 21st to January 23rd, and the Lights will be present from January 25th to January 28th.

On January 25th, we will post a separate log for Rejection Rooms!



Some useful links, for reference:
[ ♆ ] OOC Event Post
[ ♆ ] Rejection Room Sign-Ups; remember to note your interest in these as soon as possible!
[ ♆ ] Deaths Page; death penalties have been reduced for the duration of this event, but still do let us know if your character dies regardless!
Event Timeline
[ ♆ ] January 20th: The monthly Storytelling occurs.
[ ♆ ] January 21st: Shadows of both initial variants appear.
[ ♆ ] January 23rd: Shadows of both initial variants disappear.
[ ♆ ] January 25th Lights and Rejection Rooms appear.
[ ♆ ] January 28th: Lights and Rejection Rooms dissipate. Those still trapped in their Rejection Rooms by the event's end will suffer a character death.
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jelliclerats: (📖36)

[personal profile] jelliclerats 2019-02-22 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sure they're all very scared right now.

[ Without seeing what Shion is capable of, Nezumi finds the threat funny and laughs in kind as he heads back toward the market.

It dies off quickly when he realizes the change in tone. ]


Shion, don't be ridiculous. I don't have the time to hold you away from somebody like a yappy dog.
savedbyasong: (Go away)

[personal profile] savedbyasong 2019-02-22 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I've killed for you before. And will again in the future, I've seen it. [The tone has not shifted, still hard, still serious, annoyed that Nezumi laughed.

Nezumi always laughs at him.

Technically Shion has killed to avenge a Nezumi who wasn't even real but the shadow is not super into technicalities right now.]


You wouldn't be able to hold me back.
jelliclerats: (📖48)

[personal profile] jelliclerats 2019-02-27 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The words are so unnatural that they don't immediately register. Shion has killed for him before? It's hard to imagine him killing a dog, nevermind a human.

Ah. An animal. It would still be surprising, but there was no way Shion has taken a human life. ]


Don't be ridiculous. Murder isn't something little kids should joke about.

[ Shion is older now. Nezumi hasn't forgotten. ]
savedbyasong: (You die now)

cw: torture of the physical and mental sort also spoilers sorry Nezumi

[personal profile] savedbyasong 2019-02-28 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
They killed you. They tortured you. [This shadow is sick of being treated like a child. He's grown. He's suffered and it's still not enough. Nezumi still won't accept him.]

They chained me to a wall and stabbed you, every crime I ever committed, every mistake I ever made. Every single one they listed and they drove a dagger into your flesh until they died and then they brought you back and started all over again.

[The shadow barely looks like Shion at all now, his face twisted in anger and horror.] For eight days, chained up too far to reach you. When they ran out of crimes they started on the questions. Every topic that that city did not prepare me for. Books that I'd never heard of, music, art. And every wrong answer caused you more pain.

[He's not a child. Once he had been, pathetic, naive. But he had learned Nezumi's truth, suffering was part of real life and though he might still be pathetic, still wasn't good enough for Nezumi.] I killed them. Afterwards. Not very well. They killed me back.

But I saw, in the future. We go to the correctional facility, they shoot you. Hurt you and I kill for you again. Shot him in the leg and then the head. No one is allowed to hurt you Nezumi. I won't let them.

[He's not a child.]
jelliclerats: (📖48)

[personal profile] jelliclerats 2019-03-06 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
Shion, what are you talking about?

[ More than being dragged to a new world, these words shake Nezumi. Normally, showing surprise is considered a sign of weakness, and Nezumi doesn't allow it. Now, the wide pupils and slightly agape mouth are out of his hands. None of this happened. It isn't that he can't imagine himself being tortured -- he's experienced too much to think anyone safe. But. ]

Stop. [ That isn't how Shion should look. The shadow wanted to see this real, twisted version, wanted to see a break in the perfect facade. The real Nezumi feels a pain in his chest. If this is true, Nezumi fails Shion. Letting him loose in the Western District, he still trailed behind, the hunter instead of the hunted, ready to step in should Shion really get in over his head. ] That's ridiculous. You're not capable of killing someone for any reason.

[ And I'll make sure you won't have to. ]
savedbyasong: (You die now)

[personal profile] savedbyasong 2019-03-07 09:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Of course I am. I'll prove it, I'll kill someone for you. No one will ever hurt you here Nezumi, I will kill anyone who even thinks about it.

[This indeed is not the innocent Shion that Nezumi knows, this Shion is being completely serious. Keeping Nezumi safe from harm is the most important thing.

This Shion is determined to prove himself to be everything he thinks Nezumi wants him to be. Strong, brutal, capable of living in the real world. No longer the soft, spoiled child that Nezumi saved.

Capable of killing for what he believes in. His friends, Nezumi. He will keep them all safe no matter the cost.]
jelliclerats: (📖40)

[personal profile] jelliclerats 2019-03-24 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
Shion, shut up!

[ He doesn't want to hear it anymore. Death doesn't bother him in the least, but he doesn't want to hear those words come from that mouth. Shion is better than that, better than the taint of the Western District. ]

You don't know what you're saying, but you if keep preening so I'll think you're stronger than you are, it's only going to waste our time. So, stop talking like something you're not.
savedbyasong: (You die now)

[personal profile] savedbyasong 2019-03-24 10:22 am (UTC)(link)
[The shadows eyes glint angrily but it does fall silent for a moment, allows Nezumi to speak.

Nezumi continues to put him down, refuses to believe that he is stronger now.]
This is who I am Nezumi, you wanted me strong so I became strong. I learned to fight, I learned to kill. I won't allow anything to harm you.