[A harsher world would rip you apart. The words hit hard. Because they were true. Shion was not made for harsh realities. He had been born an elite, blind to the suffering of others. The real world. It had been years and he still couldn't... He was still not someone who could survive on his own.
If he could he wouldn't be so... He wouldn't be like this. Would be able to get through a party without tears pricking his eyes and his thoughts swirling into dark thoughts. He wouldn't be in this situation because he wouldn't be out of control, would have enough of a grip of his emotion to not lose control, wouldn't freeze, crumble when anything hard came up.
Because Laurent was right.]
It already did.
[It's a tiny sound. He needs to breathe. It hurts so much because it's true. A harsher world ripped Shion apart and he stood here as the pieces that had been put back together far too many times. He turns to leave. Tears are not shameful but he won't cry in front of Laurent.
He does pause after a few steps though.] If... If you can't find anyone please come and find me. I'd rather you were not in pain.
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If he could he wouldn't be so... He wouldn't be like this. Would be able to get through a party without tears pricking his eyes and his thoughts swirling into dark thoughts. He wouldn't be in this situation because he wouldn't be out of control, would have enough of a grip of his emotion to not lose control, wouldn't freeze, crumble when anything hard came up.
Because Laurent was right.]
It already did.
[It's a tiny sound. He needs to breathe. It hurts so much because it's true. A harsher world ripped Shion apart and he stood here as the pieces that had been put back together far too many times. He turns to leave. Tears are not shameful but he won't cry in front of Laurent.
He does pause after a few steps though.] If... If you can't find anyone please come and find me. I'd rather you were not in pain.