Even as the stink starts to permeate the air and she can no longer smell the flowers that surround her, all she can think is it doesn't matter, for a fuzzy, blurry reason that's impossible to recall-it's on the tip of her tongue, this strong desire to live, even though it should be simple. Wake up, go about your day, and sleep. Why is she worried about-
She doesn't want to die.
Her hands pull back from his, unwilling to continue accepting whatever is fueling those terrible emotions, and she stays completely still, trying to blink the tears out of her eyes. She's got to get out of here. Away from this. She can't deal with this and she needs to go. Just run. Somewhere else. Anywhere else. Away from him, even though she spent so long searching every island for a chance to see him again. The strong desire to leave his side and hide, combined with her own selfish desire to not be alone is-
It keeps her grounded in one spot, fumbling over her words.]
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It won't change anything.
Even as the stink starts to permeate the air and she can no longer smell the flowers that surround her, all she can think is it doesn't matter, for a fuzzy, blurry reason that's impossible to recall-it's on the tip of her tongue, this strong desire to live, even though it should be simple. Wake up, go about your day, and sleep. Why is she worried about-
She doesn't want to die.
Her hands pull back from his, unwilling to continue accepting whatever is fueling those terrible emotions, and she stays completely still, trying to blink the tears out of her eyes. She's got to get out of here. Away from this. She can't deal with this and she needs to go. Just run. Somewhere else. Anywhere else. Away from him, even though she spent so long searching every island for a chance to see him again. The strong desire to leave his side and hide, combined with her own selfish desire to not be alone is-
It keeps her grounded in one spot, fumbling over her words.]
I don't-
[want to die.]
Are you there? If I wake up-will you be there?