You're right, I don't! [He spreads his arms wide as his sword reverts to a knife.]

I'm asking you! I'm trying to understand why you thought all of this was a good idea. Why you're living like this! I don't want to just...

[He knows sometimes killing is the only way. He's done it with the Lions. With a sword. His mind narrows all the way down sometimes. It had burnt like a star in his head as he carved his way to the god. But now...

his hands curl into fists and he breathes out.]

I was happy in that dream. But it wasn't real. Shiro and Lance and everyone out there are here and need me. I can't just live in a dream. You shouldn't either. You're killing yourself.