It's not that black and white, you imbecile. Yes, i'm an inhuman monster. I deserve to die for all I've done, I want to die and put all of it to an end, but it's-

...it's just not that simple. I wasn't always this. 'Ardyn Izunia' wants people to suffer. Revels in it, enjoys it, and finds satisfaction in it. But in that form I'm a murderous lunatic, and in this brief moment of lucidity I don't want to hurt anyone anymore.