If it is at all possible, I'm willing to do it. If she has to find me favorable or whatever, just know that.

[It's something.] I know that won't fix the feeling. ...I still feel it sometimes. I think to some degree I always will just like I won't really leave the war behind. Feels a bit like I got pieces of glass I have to take out.

You know? We can try to figure out something. Even if it's just talking about things and getting it into the open air.