"I can self degradate really damn well without needing to know the real reason. Everyone else does a more than satisfactory job degrading me without knowing why the gods hate me too. Personally I think they find pleasuring in coming up with every minsid reason they can think of. Who am I to ruin their fun?"

He's come a long way toward accepting other beings are assholes, but he hasn't yet truly accepted that he doesn't deserve the utter hatred and contempt.

"I seriously doubt you hold the crown on that trait."

He's a pretty high runner in that medal race, and he knows a lot of the other competitors.