I don't understand. I don't understand all this stupid metaphysical bullshit.

[Wash keeps pulling this on him like it's some kind of trap he keeps falling into. Dangling something and then Church stumbles into it, claims he doesn't want to know, and Wash calls him out on it. Because of course he wants to know. That's the whole problem. It'll haunt him the rest of his life if he doesn't.]

...She knows, right? She's known all along. Did she know about the Director?