[She hates things that are out of her control. Always has. No doubt Doctor Grey would have a field day psychoanalyzing her. Thankfully Carolina has never let her close enough to do so, and she isn't here to follow through with it. She has always seemed far too happy, and not exactly in a good way, but she can say that the doctor had gotten people to talk that even Carolina hadn't been able to.
She'd done her morning routine - waking up far too early for most people, putting herself through that vigorous morning workout to chase away all those what ifs that nip at her until her muscles scream and she's all but ready to take a seat and never get up. She always does though and this morning is no different as she returns, stretching out her calves.
There is still veins of annoyance and frustration in her, that she couldn't do more, that she had failed... She knows that she would have been a mess herself, had she seen- but she hadn't. Brushing her palms against her sweats, she enters back in to the place called home (although home is a concept that she hasn't really had), glancing around. It isn't hard to spot CT, although what she is doing is what catches her attention. Surprise, but as Carolina stops to think about it, maybe she needs a distraction.]
... need a hand?
[She is someone who tends to keep things neat and tidy, although it's more an after thought than anything else, really.]
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She'd done her morning routine - waking up far too early for most people, putting herself through that vigorous morning workout to chase away all those what ifs that nip at her until her muscles scream and she's all but ready to take a seat and never get up. She always does though and this morning is no different as she returns, stretching out her calves.
There is still veins of annoyance and frustration in her, that she couldn't do more, that she had failed... She knows that she would have been a mess herself, had she seen- but she hadn't. Brushing her palms against her sweats, she enters back in to the place called home (although home is a concept that she hasn't really had), glancing around. It isn't hard to spot CT, although what she is doing is what catches her attention. Surprise, but as Carolina stops to think about it, maybe she needs a distraction.]
... need a hand?
[She is someone who tends to keep things neat and tidy, although it's more an after thought than anything else, really.]