[It's going to be messy, he's certain. But if it means an alternative to lying here and bleeding out onto the grass, then he's willing to try and make that work.]
[This is not the worst thing you've had to do in your life, Tim Wright. This is not the most painful thing you've had to endure. It's just a new and different kind of pain, a more visceral kind of excruciating, and when he rolls to his side and hooks one arm across his middle, the slimy press of his own insides against the underside of his arm swells another lump of bile in his throat, mingling with liquid copper.]
[He spits onto the grass.]
[His vision whites out into a briefly painless white fuzz.]
[He takes advantage of the shock roaring through his middle and tries to get his legs underneath him, before the sensation of being fucking gutted open slams into him like a wall and doubles him over.]
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[This is not the worst thing you've had to do in your life, Tim Wright. This is not the most painful thing you've had to endure. It's just a new and different kind of pain, a more visceral kind of excruciating, and when he rolls to his side and hooks one arm across his middle, the slimy press of his own insides against the underside of his arm swells another lump of bile in his throat, mingling with liquid copper.]
[He spits onto the grass.]
[His vision whites out into a briefly painless white fuzz.]
[He takes advantage of the shock roaring through his middle and tries to get his legs underneath him, before the sensation of being fucking gutted open slams into him like a wall and doubles him over.]