[Soma curls in on himself a little more, weary down to bone and brain. He misses the sound of Ignis's voice.]
But I don't want any of you to see me like that. Maybe by tomorrow the desert will make me not care again, maybe I'll be so confident that I can't lose myself that I'll laugh about this later. But right now, I'm scared of what you'd think, even if I'm not the only monster here.
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[Soma curls in on himself a little more, weary down to bone and brain. He misses the sound of Ignis's voice.]
But I don't want any of you to see me like that. Maybe by tomorrow the desert will make me not care again, maybe I'll be so confident that I can't lose myself that I'll laugh about this later. But right now, I'm scared of what you'd think, even if I'm not the only monster here.