Does it really have anything to do with what I can or can't do?
[Because they don't really think it does. Letting their head fall sideways, leaning up against the doorway- it's not a usual pose, for them. It's not Chara, to lean up against things. They don't seek support. They don't enjoy the idea of conveying it, either.
But they're just]
I'm so tired, Tim.
[Their eyes close.]
I don't know how old I am, anymore. How many more times can death reject us outright?
[How many times are they expected to deal with their miserable existence on their own?]
Is it not enough, to allow everyone their happy ending? Even those who do not deserve it? [They laugh.] We might be at the epicenter of death, but I was hoping to spare you this misery.
It might be like this for as long as we are together.
cw: more suicide because we never stray too far from that ding dang tree in hecksville
[Because they don't really think it does. Letting their head fall sideways, leaning up against the doorway- it's not a usual pose, for them. It's not Chara, to lean up against things. They don't seek support. They don't enjoy the idea of conveying it, either.
But they're just]
I'm so tired, Tim.
[Their eyes close.]
I don't know how old I am, anymore. How many more times can death reject us outright?
[How many times are they expected to deal with their miserable existence on their own?]
Is it not enough, to allow everyone their happy ending? Even those who do not deserve it? [They laugh.] We might be at the epicenter of death, but I was hoping to spare you this misery.
It might be like this for as long as we are together.
[It's hollow.]